I don't know you. And you don't really don't know me (unless maybe you are stalking me;hopefully not).
But let me ask a question. Are you in love with your life?
This should be a simple question but for some, it can be one of the most difficult things to answer. Yes, there are bad days and there are good days. But when it comes down to it, including all the bad/good days, are you in love with the life that you are living?
To me, this is an essential question because if you are not, then maybe you should reconsider whatever life decisions you have made. Is it your place of residence, is it the country, is it the job you hate, is it the lack of friends, or is it just something that you can't put your finger on?
These things, as meaningless as they can seem, are some of the most important parts to being happy and when some or all of these are knocked onto their backs then you need to change something.
Remember this site is about being genuine and being genuine doesn't have to be about keeping it natural without plastic surgery. It also has to do with loving who you are and what life you are living. As far as we know, we get one life to live so why not live it the way that makes us happy. Life is amazing in the sense that if you make one change for the better, more will follow. So why not change something. Go out on the town if you are a homebody. Live your life friends and enjoy the smile that you have missed for so so many years.